Newness

i must admit..

i havent smiled.. like this..

in quite some time..

your energy

wraps around me

pulling me..

soo into you..

this new found..

this.. willingness to..

be open..

this..

ability..

to share with you..

secret things..

and you not.. judge me.

got me rethinking..some things.

cuz once upon a time..

i said..

i would never..

allow another to

get this close to me..

again.. breaking down..

all barriers.

getting deep beneath my skin..

you did that.

how..

i dont know.

but.. i dont mind..

its almost like.

u appeared..

just in the nick of time.

and i am tho.rough.ly..

enjoying..

these..

moments.. of…us..

these… moments of..

gaining trust..

these.. moments..

i wouldnt want to share them with anyone else..

thank you…

for..

the continued..

smiles.

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In Love with You

I fell in love with you…
More so walked in love with you
I chose to love you
That special day in May
I looked into your eyes
And I chose to love you
Cause your heart was the same as mines
It beats to the same rhythm.
So even now..
Through all uncertainty…
I choose you.
To love you like
I never have been hurt
To give to you all the love
God provides me to give.
I choose you
Day in and day out.
You are the only one
My heart chooses to love
I love you from my soul
From the depths of my soul…
The unspoken parts of my soul
So each and every day
I walk in love with you
Though you may never
See me in that light
Loving you has been
The greatest gift given to me
It is eye opening
And soul moving…
Loving you has provided me
The courage to love myself
Even more…
As I have told you before…
It is you..
Whom is my favorite color…
And if I’d ever run out of that color
I would travel the world
Just to find it (you) again…
And choose you all over again.
You are every shade of right
Every stroke of honesty and courage
Your smile…
Is equivalent to the sun shining…
And your laughter…
Is reminiscent of butterflies dancing…
Your hugs…
Nothing compares to hugging you…
It calms my spirit…
So each day I choose you..
To walk in love with you…
Because I am in love with you..

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Love Language

Music is our love language
Universal
Transends any other..
No translation needed
I feel him in every beat
Of every song
He creates
And these words I write
Are inspired by him
See.. him..he..
He is the greatest man
I have ever encountered..
My best friend
My confidant
The one who resides
Within my heart
Creating music together
Is like making love
In a different sense of
Love making..
Beyond the physical
More like a spiritual awakening
And I just love him.
Who he is..completely.
And music is our love language..

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I love you
Like ive never been hurt…
See..
You give me reasons..
To want to believe in
Our love’s dream…
My heart reaches out to thee
Hoping.. praying..
That you’d give your love and truth
To me…
Cause without you..
I dont even wanna imagine
How life could be…
You are my best friend..
My confidant…
The man I know I can depend…
You provide me with
The deepest laughs…
And your hugs…
Bring forth life within…
Every moment with you
Is a breath of fresh air…
And when apart,
Your energy surrounds me
Always in my heart…
No fading pictures
Of what was before
‘Cause you, my love,
Are my present and future…
You provide me
With the realness…
Real love that I need…
and you are…
Comforting…
Even when we disagree…
You.. comfort me…
Love speaks through your eyes…
And is translated within your speech..
Moving through your actions…
And how gentle you are
With me…
So thank you
For consistency…
Constantly showing me
Love through friendship…
And genuinely
Wanting to get to know me…
A real definition of
Intimacy…
You are
And will always be…
A King.

Him

I need to tell me to take it slow and enjoy this…
Cause my minds eye right now..
Just wants to be with him. Not just sexually.. but spiritually… growing deeper than what we are… I want him to feel me in his heart…
Have u ever been excited about just sitting with someone… like just being around their energy n surrounding urself with that.
And it uplifts ur whole mood and spirit.
Thats what it feels like.
And my heart begins to ease..
Like any anxiety felt just
Creeps on out…
And my soul leaps…
But spirit is calmed.
And we can just sit and talk.
And talk. .. and talk..
Abt anything.
And laugh abt anything…
I feel so much joy surrounding me with him.
It doesnt get old…
Always is fresh. ..
Tastes as good as the first bite of some bomb ass watermelon.
Nice and crisp…
Refreshing..
Spiritual…
Sharing many friend smiles…
With him..
See he..
Gives… like constantly…
Gives.. me the freedom…
To be…
Me..
And I feel him
Within me..
He moves me.
He adds flavor
And with him…
I feel safe…
I feel…
Alive…
He gives me…
A freeing type of love…
He allows me to
Just be me…
Silly and all…
And we shall not fall
Nor falter…
I just…
Wanna be surrounded with all things
That are him…
It fills me…
And moves me..
Drives me…
He..
inspires me…
Beautifully…
I always..
Wanna sing his song..
Hum his tune…
Feel his rhythm…
Write to his beat…
And love him
Freely…